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Telling people my truth isn’t working.

Insulted Ben. Told Mark he needs to be more present to Ben when he’s here. Mark stiffens up even more when he hears that he is not being a great father. Even though I didn’t say that I really hare when he comes home o tired and hungry that all he says to Ben isContinue reading “Telling people my truth isn’t working.”

Helping a friend sharing my diagnosis.

I understand your suffering. It’s taken since 2007 to Have my neck fused. It didn’t help much cause I still have jaw pain on the left, and left sided headaches. I went to 3 neurologist. Finally went to UCSF memory and aging and got diagnosis of Mild Cognitive impairment. I have very little short termContinue reading “Helping a friend sharing my diagnosis.”

Frozen

Feeling frozen in my chair. Not recognizing my hunger until my husband offers me some food. Went to bed at 6pm last night. Woke up at 12:30 in the morning. Went back to bed at 9am. Woke up at 1:30pm. Felling flat emotionally. Can usually fake my mood. Not today.

Fading Away

Easter 2021 I’ve been given every diagnosis imaginable since 1993 when I was 33 years old. First it was depression, then fibromyalgia. HASHIMOTO’S came around 2017 when they found 2 nodules in my thyroid. I had to go to a rumitologist to finally get the correct blood tests before getting the right diagnosis for myContinue reading “Fading Away”